For 24 years Linda and I were in our
church "inner circle" and doing almost
everything you can do in a church without turning "pro". In
24 years I served as an Assistant Pastor, Youth Leader, licensed minister,
Elder, Board member, preacher, teacher, fund raiser, altar worker,
deacon, building maintenance, counselor, home and hospital visitation minister and we were
financial pillars to the church in every way via tithing, offerings, fund raisers and more.
I guess we were typical, average loyal church supporters.
We also worked closely with all of
our pastors and leadership and had many friends in ministry, in the local
church scene, and with other fellowship circles. -long before the
internet.
Linda was Choir Director for 7
years, a "special"
singer, Sunday School teacher, church secretary treasurer, fund-raiser
worker, and did many "helps".
We were faithful attendees
of almost every service and function of the church. For two
decades we were among the first to arrive and were among the very last to
leave church services and were often there 2-4 hours on those days, plus staff meetings. We had 4 meetings per week including 2x on Sunday, Wed., and Friday evening; then as we morphed over the years, two regular services per week.
The decline in church gathering and prayer took place after we incorporated into a 501c3 organization.
As the years went by, we
did not notice the progressive decline away from the
scriptures and prayer as we stayed busy with church programs, activities,
and the routine of church life. This decline occurred as our church
transitioned from a denominational Pentecostal church into a non-denominational
Evangelical Christian community church.
In 2004 in the wake of two events, a
family crisis and the passing of my dad, in my grief and sorrow, I sought
the Lord fervently and returned to regular and prayerful study of the
Bible.
After "praying through" to a spiritual renewal, I asked
the Lord for deeper understanding about our tithe doctrine after noticing a
verse in Nehemiah 13:5 that said how the
"singers" were given tithes! Linda was Choir Leader and shouldn't she be getting tithes? (The Pastor received all tithes in our church).
When I showed that to Pastor, he
looked at me with a funny expression on his face and mumbled a few words I
do not recall. It struck me as strange singers and doorkeepers were to
receive tithes. So I asked the Lord to show me the truth about this, and
the Lord spoke to me clearly "start reading the New
Testament." As I did, He began showing me verses overlooked, what tithing was under the law, and that ministers were expected to work and be examples of giving.
A few weeks later it came as a shock
when I realized there was no direct instruction to any Christians or
churches that they were to pay tithes!
(this was before I later discovered
that Biblical tithes were never monetary).
I literally thought I was losing my
mind. How could everyone I knew be wrong? But I simply could not find
monetary tithing given to any church or saint in scripture as New Testament!
Too sensitive a subject to discuss?
Mentioning this to a few others about my questions
only brought an attempt to "correct" us in the form of a surprise
visit from the pastor and other elders one Monday night. When I attempted
to question tithing in front of the elders, the subject was immediately
shut down by Pastor and no questioning was permitted in front of us elders.
We never dreamed of leaving our church but on Sept. 29, 2004, but after weeks of wrestling with this decision, we walked away from the 501c3 church we helped
to start in 1993 as founding members. As typical
middle-of-the-road Christian role models of the sincere church
going family for 24 years, we realized we now had to leave the church
in order to find God all over again.
Starting over with Jesus.
So after more than 3,500 church
services, staff meetings, revivals, and related
gatherings, we walked out into the unknown.
It was very difficult, as not once in 24 years had we left our church. But The Lord began to confirm these
things through others, in a multitude of dreams, and we were seeing many things in Scripture we had not noticed or overlooked. The Lord God became our Shepherd.
As He revealed more of Himself to me, the Lord told me to "Write" and we now minister to far more
people through writing and ministering the Word of God -and we are glad to do so gladly and freely.
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Rory and Linda! Glad you put a link to your blog... more good reading for sure, my friends!
ReplyDeleteWhat a great testimony, Rory and Linda!!
ReplyDeleteActually, I imagine that it was rather painful for you to leave the church after you had been so deeply rooted in her with all those many, many activities. Even though our minds might have understood that some things went wrong, our hearts are not so easy to unplug from those people who we once loved being with inside the church (that was my very experience).
Also, I wholeheartedly agree that "the Bible is a wonderful and amazing book"! :-)
May God bless you both immensely in the days ahead and keep you in His strong grip always.
Love,
Susanne from Bavaria